Gangaa 15 October 2020: Gangaa Thursday 15th October 2020 update, Amma ji brings Ganga to her room. Your eyes, your rebellion, your madness! You know what this madness will cost? She replies that Radha ji would have never loved Kanha ji if she had thought of the consequence. Amma ji slaps her. Don’t take God’s name to hide your sin. Aren’t you ashamed? How do you get so much strength? Ganga says I get it from the self-respect taught by Bappa, Babu’s teachings and today from Sagar’s vermilion. Amma ji says neither the vermilion nor this self-respect will stay! I will just show you. She pins Ganga to the wall and begins to wipe the vermilion off her head. It falls in Kanha ji’s feet. Ganga notices the same. Amma ji asks her where is it now.Dont make me mad. Ganga keeps looking at the idol. See for yourself, where is it! It is in Kanha ji’s feet. Amma ji looks at it shocked. Ganga walks up to her. A widow’s vermilion fell in your Kanha ji’s feet. It became all the more pious. How will you deny it? Amma ji takes her out to explain what a widow means. Outside, Sagar tells Ganga not to listen to anyone.
Madhvi calls out for Sagar. She shows him something. They are his childhood memories (toys or his stuff). I kept them safely. What should I do with them now? Those 9 months that I spent with a happy wish? What should I do with it? the trouble I had to bear to raise you? What to do with our relation? You refused your mother’s love for a stranger girl? He denies. I dint do it. You refused the most important decision of my life. You know how much I love. She asks him to swear on her head that he will leave Ganga for forever. He asks her if she wants a value for her motherly love. I can die if you want me to but don’t snatch Ganga from me. She is my soul. People live even after dying. There is nothing beyond soul. Madhvi says you have started talking big. She pours kerosene over all the collectibles and sets them on fire. Everyone tries to talk her out of it but in vain. Pulkit pulls his mother aside. What happened to you? Madhvi tells him to ask Sagar. He did such a sin that cannot be washed ever. He filled vermilion in Ganga’s forehead. He wants to marry a widow! She breaks down.
Pulkit comforts his mother. She is crying. He ruined everything. Sagar admits doing it. it might be wrong in other’s eyes but it is good in my view. I wont change my decision. They hear a song about love and rebellion. It is Prabha’s ringtone. Sorry. I had no idea it will ring in this situation. Madhvi glares at her.
Yash tells Janvi what Sagar did. Janvi is shocked. This cannot be! Sagar cannot do it. Ganga is behind it. She snatched my Sagar from me. She breaks things in her room and cries. The call is still on. Yash smiles hearing her cry. Ganga’s words echo in Janvi’s head. She imagines Ganga before her. I told you Sagar is mine and will come to me only. You lost! Janvi refuses. You cannot win from me! I know how to make Sagar mine and defeat you.
Niru comes to Janvi’s home. Janvi’s father introduces him to big guys of Mumbai. The intro’s are exchanged. Janvi signals her father. niru notices them. Janvi’s father wants to announce Janvi and Sagar’s marriage in his friend circle. I will find a date of next month and inform you. Niru agrees. The people compliment Sagar. He should become the member of bar council. Niru thanks them. I am sure Sagar would want to make his own way. Janvi’s father says there is nothing in Banaras. We all want his good. They feed sweets to one another. Janvi thinks if Yash was here then he would have known how easy it is to trap a father who is all concerned about his son’s future.
Amma ji brings Ganga to the ghaat. See all those dead bodies. Their bodies are finishing but we widows have to end everything inside us while we are still living. We have to stop having any infatuation in life with anything. Widows have no face or existence. You have everything till you have a husband. You also lost a husband in childhood? Ganga says no. my son is alive! Amma ji is sure no one will accept this marriage. Ganga says wow, you accept the wedding of childhood to the boy I did not even know. I got cursed to be a widow. The marriage, which I accept from heart, will not allow me to be a married woman? What are you trying to scare me with? This is all hypocrisy. You remember when and why I filled vermilion in my forehead? I did it to save your grandson. You used to punish me for every little thing in childhood. When you knew what I did, why did you choose to ignore it? You did so as you are selfish! You were quiet as it was about Sagar. You somewhere agree that that act saved Sagar’s life. This is called double standards. I am not like you. I do what I say. What I have done, I will live it till life. You are a widow. You lived a relation and saw it ending. How can I accept it when I did not live it? I can accept it if something happens to your grandson! Amma ji warns her not to say anything against her grandson. Ganga knows she only cares about her loved ones. Why do you say a widow has to stop thinking about anything else when your own wishes are still very much there? Till when will you overlook the truth? Your wishes are hidden in your heart. Closing your eyes to it does not change the truth. You have lived your life. You might not want someone to touch you sweetly in this age but I do. I want someone to touch my soul, talk to me sweetly! I have always seen Sagar that ways. Amma ji tells her to stop but Ganga continues speaking. All my wishes are alive and will remain so. Neither will I kill them nor will I hide them somewhere. If I was in the age when women were made Sati, no one would have still stopped me from living. Why should I do something like that today then? Ganga will live and get her rights!
Amma ji says nothing changes by what you say. You are 19 years old but there is nothing left in your life already. You were, are and will always be a widow! Ganga refuses to accept it. She loudly shouts that Ganga was, is and will always be alive! Amma ji looks at her stunned.
Sagar is looking for Ganga. Don’t know where Dadi took her. I hope she is fine. He notices Ganga coming there and gets all concerned. Are you fine? What did Dadi say? She assures him she is fine. Nothing can happen to Ganga till you are with me. They share a hug. Amma ji looks away. A few people notice them thus. Amma ji gets angry. Sagar takes Ganga with him (holding hands). People recognize Sagar and Ganga. What are they doing here like this? Did Sagar fell for that widow? The guy speaks against it. What lesson will it teach to our kids? Amma ji hears it. The news will spread like wild fire. Everyone will look down on us. It cannot happen!
Pulkit meets a fake guy. Ratan is sitting on another table. Pulkit asks him about documents. Will you do legal formalities? The guy asks him if he doubts him. Pulkit wants to do the legal formalities first. He is dubious about the deal. Ratan thinks to intervene as Pulkit is a boy from lawyer family background. He would want to check everything. Ratan greets the guy recognizing him. Pulkit is surprised that Ratan knows Mr. Bhardwaj. Ratan says I am also investing in his company. Their company has gained a name through all the right things. Such chances don’t come every now and then. Go ahead and invest. Pulkit readily agrees. Ratan thinks this is what he wanted. You are going to fall in a big trap by trusting me.
Sudha is shocked. She recalls the childhood incident when Ganga had told her about the vermillion incident. I have been scared of this situation. It happened. Prabha adds fuel in the fire. Madhvi is at a loss to think or understand anything. We brought Ganga up with so much love and trust. This is how she paid me back. I might not be able to trust anyone now. Sagar and Ganga enter just then. Everyone looks at them. Sudha questions Ganga. this is wrong! Sagar stops her. Don’t say anything to Ganga. This is our joint decision. Amma ji says you announced your decision. Now listen to mine – till the time I am alive I wont let this happen! Our name and respect will be gone. People will not spare us if they find out you married a widow. Our scriptures don’t allow such relations. He says I do respect religion and trust God. I don’t accept Your scriptures if they say a widow cannot start her life again. Amma ji says you have grown up so much that you will teach me about religion. Amma ji asks Sudha to pour water on her till she dies. My grandson committed such a big sin. I have to do repentance. Prabha requests her to forgive the kids. Madhvi asks Ganga if she will feel at peace after ending everything. Leave the house! Ganga says where I will go without Sagar. Sudha too tells her to go. Sagar denies. we both love each other. This relation is not of alms. We have gone so much ahead that we cannot go back. Sudha tells him to think about his family. Amma ji says this wouldn’t have happened if he had done so. Do what I told you to do. Everyone tells her not to do so. Ganga tries to stop Amma ji but Sagar stops her. We feel weak seeing her thus but if we fall weak today then we will lose. Amma ji continues to pour water on her. Ganga is pained to see her thus. Sagar takes her with him as they both cannot see Amma ji thus. Madhvi tells Amma ji she is worrying for the wrong person. Your grandson did not care about you. Madhvi calls Niru. Take the first flight and come home. I cannot tell you anything. Amma ji keeps pouring water on herself.
Ganga tells Sagar to talk to Amma ji to make her understand. She will fall ill. She takes every little thing to her heart. This is too big. He assures her nothing will go wrong. He makes her sit. You think I wont feel bad to see Dadi in pain? I love her a lot. Ganga cannot see amma ji in pain too. She will fall ill. He too knows it but is helpless. You also knew this wont be easy. Dadi treats you as a widow since childhood and have been teaching you rules. The same Dadi will obviously have problem with our relation. I was going to get married. What should I do? She says Amma ji always thought of me to be a widow but bahu ji loved me like a daughter. He too felt that ways but mummy spoke so badly to you. it wouldn’t have been if she thought of you to be her daughter. We will have to be strong on every decision and every step. Dadi will try to emotionally blackmail us to break our relation. We wont let this happen. I know it will be tough as they are our own people. Don’t think about anyone else right now. Will you stand strong with me to save our relation? You cannot get scared and back off. I know Dadi. She calms down too. Everyone would make her understand. She hopes he is right. Till when will we fight with our own people? He wants to wait till Niru is back. Papa only gave me courage to be with you. He will be really happy. She agrees. Only Babu can understand our love. He too is sure of the same. Hope he comes soon. They share a hug.
Everyone fails in stopping Amma ji. Prabha talks of what can happen. Everyone is highly concerned for Amma ji. Amma ji wants to make up for Sagar’s mistake. Niru comes just then. Madhvi requests him to stop Amma ji. Niru wants to know what has happened. Madhvi shares that Sagar filled vermilion in Ganga’s head. They are not listening to anyone. Sagar wants to marry Ganga. Do something before everything is finished. Explain to your son before something happens to Amma ji. Amma ji loses conscious. Everyone takes her to her room.
It is night. Doc gives injection to Amma ji. You shouldn’t have taken bath with cold water in this age and weather. Be extra careful. Amma ji is all quiet. Niru thinks of Madhvi’s words. Pulkit tells them about Sagar and Ganga coming back. Amma ji sits up.